I'm Not Settling!

 In the last week or two I had the natural urge to bake

but now...

I don't want to dirty

one

dish 

let alone look at a cube of sugar..

even if I had one

I'm not satisfied..notabit
.

(not that one)
 

I threw out a cake the other day..

Horrors. 

it "Looked" great
but 
wasn't up to the standard I wanted it to be.  
. 

 I'm disappointed with how things have turned out.

I 
want  
Quality..

DO YOU HEAR ME?

I want

daintiness,

lightness,

and

flavor

  to patter across my tongue 

 and

 I am not baking 

 until I can get into the right frame of mind and  find the exact recipe to achieve that kind of success.

(success my grandma would be proud of)
:)

 I will not settle any longer.

I'm disappointed for the

last time... 

and I will not disappoint others as well.

And besides baking in the summer isn't that much fun anyway.
In the olden days and elsewhere they have summer kitchens...what does that tell you?

It's too stinking hot
 the kitchen get's hot, you get hot going to the store you get hot bringing the stuff inside from the store..

it's just plain
HOT!

There are many positives to the summer but that's not one of them and  what's wrong with eating fruits in their natural state? 

I'm not killing one more piece of fruit with sugar. 

 This summer will be different.

I will try. 

It's the fall I fall in love with.

So if it takes that long.

so 

be

it.

 And by then it'll be Apple season